Life.

Im somewhere between happy and a total fucking wreck and just when i thought i was as low as i could get, my fucking fish decides to die on me. Thanks for that.

Wasted days.

You make me so god damn miserable it's unbelievable.
I sit here, wasting away my days because I cant think of anything to do.
I scream, I cry, I attempt to rip my hair out.
Yet nothing ever gets any better.
How long is it going to take for the memory of you, to leave me alone !?
At this rate it will probably be forever.

Why wont you just let me be free from you ?

Temporary.

I dont know how to explain this feeling that i have, this mood that i am in. I get this way sometimes, actually, often. It's just like an overwhelming feeling of loneliness. And it is always so hard for me to get past this feeling. I never know what to do about it, so i normally just sleep it off. I try to keep my head held high because really i hope that ...